Have you ever felt homesick, when you are home? Every once in a while I do. That's how this afternoon started out, maybe it was because traditions with my grandma used to be a main portion of Peach Days weekend, or maybe just because I've felt like something is missing lately.
I haven't been able to run much at all this week with school starting and crazy schedules, and I miss it. I had finally worked my way up to being able to run 30 minutes straight--no walking--but my pace was SO slow. Momma says at least I am moving and not on the couch, but my big goal still seems so far away.
I've been reading a lot about faith and trust lately. I know this sounds crazy, but I realized that in my mind I have connected running with learning how to trust. When I push myself I often start panicking--how can I possibly keep going? Usually after I fail my running goal, I think about how if I could just trust that my body can keep going, that nothing bad will happen, and push through...
This quote really sums up what I am also learning everyday. I honestly feel that as soon as I can learn to trust myself with running, trust what others are telling me, then I will simultaneously be learning to trust in Heavenly Father's plan for me. Or maybe even the other way around. If I can just DO it!
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This has been hanging where I could see it everyday for the past year. Each quote holds a special memory or meaning for me, especially "You is smart, you is kind, you is important." Oh how often I needed those words! I am slowly realizing I am worth more than I thought, capable of so much, and gaining strength with every step I take. I think it's time I update this board :)
